Goodbye.

Too many goodbye songs
All of them on replay
But none of them seem to say
What exactly I feel today
So here's my own take

Maybe to you I never meant enough
Maybe I've been dreaming way too much
Perfect scenarios, impossible thoughts
Just like in the movies, I play them out
If you knew you'd laugh out loud

Minutes left, till your time to fly
I'm miles away willing myself not to cry
Even I, don't get myself
What's there to feel
When you were never mine

You'll be back soon, I know that's true
But if you'll ever be truly back
To the way I felt
We'll never know

So just grant me this time
To act the fool
As if the world is falling in
As if I can't live without you
Because I love you so

But love's a big word
And I don't know if I ever understood
How that really felt
If that was meant for you

So a silent goodbye
I chant in my head
Words can't begin to express
My thoughts, all a mess

As I wish you goodbye and all the best
With a heavy heart, a soft voice inside my chest.